• it’s been awhile

    it’s been awhile

    & I have been busy. Kind of. Mostly, I’ve been watching a lot of Quantum Leap. See here: Mayday. Or find me being a lady troll on FB and Instagram.

  • Happy Birthday

    Happy Birthday

    Things I have given myself over the past year for my birthday because I am incredibly fortunate & have a beautiful life despite us all being doomed sooner or later: Freedom from the corporate worldGlossierA legit corset.Plants. A subscription to nicotine gum.Fuck Trump LipstickChocolate brown hair dye.Green hair.Pink hair. New tweezers. A strawberry dress. Happy…

  • & Maybe I’ll finish learning spanish now. 

    & Maybe I’ll finish learning spanish now. 

    As an adult, I learned English was my mom’s second language.& that living through Chicano history in San Antonio was complicated for a girl wanting to fit in. She never talked to me Spanish. I was an Oswalt, not a DeLeon. I wouldn’t be made fun of for my accent or the way I pronounced…

  • Here’s to you.

    Here’s to you.

    HERES TO YOU On day three of deliver-everything-self-quarentine, I traumatized the pizza delivery driver. Apparently they are leaving pizzas on wrapped present boxes at your door when you click the no contact delivery option. I have been waiting for this moment for years. I don’t have to put on pants. My dogs won’t go crazy…

  • Sweet dreams.

    Sweet dreams.

    (she did not make bread today; there was no flour.)

  • a list of things i presently love:

    Seitan & Noodz.

  • But hear me out.

    But hear me out.

    BUT HEAR ME OUT. Democracy is arguably as destructive as Socialism. A musing.

  • I’m still here.

    I’m still here.

    Apparently it’s that easy. I’m very tired & I just close my eyes. After serious talks about passive aggressiveness. Feeling off. It’s no secret it was. After sleeping on it though, I think it gets better. Because a lot of it made sense. And I think I am. & I mumble.

  • Dreams


    We’ve been here before. Repeat. Reject.

  • I need a nap.

    I need a nap.

    Unconsumed. But in so much temporary pain.

  • Kind of Rough

    Kind of Rough

    Rereading & cringing. I try to capture moments but I’m failing lately. It’s just less when I don’t share. Or care. So maybe I won’t. But it’s really feeling off. & I can’t read because I have so much to say. & that game just sits there. Things that are covered in dust. ^ I’ll…

  • Feed me.

    Feed me.

    All of the bullshit & spinning days make me wonder why I scroll past it all, but I know. I’m racing towards something delicious. He loves you the best.

  • //////////////////////’Game of Thrones’ finale recap: Season 8, Episode 6, ‘The Iron Throne’//////////////////////i

    //////////////////////’Game of Thrones’ finale recap: Season 8, Episode 6, ‘The Iron Throne’//////////////////////i

    Ok. I have now watched the GOT finale twice, with multiple stops and pauses for me screaming at my TV. & I have a lot to say. I present the following for your viewing/reading pleasure (because I can’t be in everyones living room screaming at the TV; & also Defensive Driving videos are really really…

  • Destiny


    We will be ok because we have to be.

  • We’ll never sleep.

    We’ll never sleep.

    God knows we’ll try. Seriously though, where are you? It’s been years, not just one. And I’ve been in my head trying to make sense of if it’s me or you or me. It’s me. Always. But Ive been trained to lay there and take what life gives me so my stomach turns at the…

  • Loverly loved is love.

    Loverly loved is love.

    Says the girl to the boy kissing her soul & wiping away the tears that wash away mask she wore in defense. From them. From her. It’s not needed anymore. She let go. She walks around naked, inside & out. Her bare feet admired. Her thighs called strong. Her stomach is told it’s beautiful. And…

  • Downsizing


    Do not forget. Do not change your mind. You are less lonely alone.

  • Reason #273

    Reason #273

    You: “What do want?” Me: “Is that a philosophical question?”  

  • Ok, I will.

    Ok, I will.

  • “Blessed are the forgetful,

    “Blessed are the forgetful,

    for they get the better even of their blunders.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche

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