Apparently it’s that easy. I’m very tired & I just close my eyes. After serious talks about passive aggressiveness. Feeling off. It’s no secret it was. After sleeping on it though, I think it gets better. Because a lot of it made sense. And I think I am. & I mumble.
We’ve been here before. Repeat. Reject.
Unconsumed. But in so much temporary pain.
Rereading & cringing. I try to capture moments but I’m failing lately. It’s just less when I don’t share. Or care. So maybe I won’t. But it’s really feeling off. & I can’t read because I have so much to say. & that game just sits there. Things that are covered in dust. ^ I’llContinue reading “Kind of Rough”
All of the bullshit & spinning days make me wonder why I scroll past it all, but I know. I’m racing towards something delicious. He loves you the best.
Ok. I have now watched the GOT finale twice, with multiple stops and pauses for me screaming at my TV. & I have a lot to say. I present the following for your viewing/reading pleasure (because I can’t be in everyones living room screaming at the TV; & also Defensive Driving videos are really really boring & I don’t have a job.)
We will be ok because we have to be.
God knows we’ll try. Seriously though, where are you? It’s been years, not just one. And I’ve been in my head trying to make sense of if it’s me or you or me. It’s me. Always. But Ive been trained to lay there and take what life gives me so my stomach turns at theContinue reading “We’ll never sleep.”
Says the girl to the boy kissing her soul & wiping away the tears that wash away mask she wore in defense. From them. From her. It’s not needed anymore. She let go. She walks around naked, inside & out. Her bare feet admired. Her thighs called strong. Her stomach is told it’s beautiful. AndContinue reading “Loverly loved is love.”
Do not forget. Do not change your mind. You are less lonely alone.
You: “What do want?” Me: “Is that a philosophical question?”
for they get the better even of their blunders.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche
Sometimes I forget to breathe. It’s dumb.
They’ve been especially apocalyptic & non psychic lately, just destructive. The kind you wake up & hope to forget. Or make you cry. I’ll take insomnia any day.
Crisp fall weather Chutes too narrow Coffee shop cubicles Cats named Kiki Clever boys Companions Cozy beds & constant love Courage