Adjust your eyes to the brightness. The breaks are cold. You walking through the hall in your pajama bottoms, wondering if I’ve moved at all. (I have not. I don’t know what to do.) Anxiously. I should get out more. But I think I’ll just eat a cheeseburger. Apply for some jobs. Chew some moreContinue reading “Nicotine free”
I forgot to tell you. I turned off all my social media notifications. I much prefer screaming into a void to the tune of a symphony for a crater, then catching up on the commentary. I’ve never been a performer, I just want to capture things. Sometimes it’s my face. Or half of. Or myContinue reading “Natural History”
Dec 8 2019 Watched Logan’s Run for the first time & I have so many thoughts. Like: Why do they live in a mall?& what was the point?Why do the people who help them run not run themselves?Who is passing out these Ankh keys???They have teleportation Tinder but their cars are basically rollercoasters?Why can’t LoganContinue reading “Logan. Meh.”
The drafts & trash bin are my real diary. So rarely published. Or reviewed. My words annoy me. So, I get it. I feel neurotic when I’m at my best. & I think you have a complex. Just remember to let it go. She should be nicer. More present. Tonight I played my flute. InContinue reading “Save draft”
(she did not make bread today; there was no flour.)
Seitan & Noodz.
Apparently it’s that easy. I’m very tired & I just close my eyes. After serious talks about passive aggressiveness. Feeling off. It’s no secret it was. After sleeping on it though, I think it gets better. Because a lot of it made sense. And I think I am. & I mumble.
All of the bullshit & spinning days make me wonder why I scroll past it all, but I know. I’m racing towards something delicious. He loves you the best.
Ok. I have now watched the GOT finale twice, with multiple stops and pauses for me screaming at my TV. & I have a lot to say. I present the following for your viewing/reading pleasure (because I can’t be in everyones living room screaming at the TV; & also Defensive Driving videos are really really boring & I don’t have a job.)
Do not forget. Do not change your mind. You are less lonely alone.
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